It Suddenly Hit Me...

I should be happy! I am in a beautiful farm house...Getting ready for a movie project...I should be happy...I should...Stop worrying about my future...But I can't...And stop worrying about love...And stop feeling so anxious...This is a dream...I am sitting on a chair in a farm house working for a feature length movie exactly getting the money I was thinking in my mind...Then what's wrong? Oh I know...Love...But you know what it'll be alright too. Whoever deserves me..will get me in the end...